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The Greening

Posted on November 2nd, 2008

It’s been five months, now, since we uprooted and moved to Seattle. Long enough I feel qual­ified to answer “how do you like it” with some certainty. And while we spend most of our time on Capitol Hill and Downtown, our stomping grounds and social circles have expanded enough that I’m ready to generalize.

The short story: having jumped the metaphorical fence, I’ve found the grass is actually greener. Seattle is not only unique, but deeply beau­tiful.
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2007 in review

Posted on December 31st, 2007

Not the best year…

…but clearly looking up.

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Broken

Posted on August 27th, 2007

By now, close friends and family are all aware, so I can “publish”: I broke my engagement with Kristan on the 18th.

While there’s nothing minor about ending a 5 year rela­tionship scheduled for marriage in another year, it has been remarkably facile. All of my stress was expe­ri­enced over the last two months, agonizing over the decision and antic­i­pating the judgement of our friends. I’ve been amazed at their objective assess­ments and concern for my well-​​being.

The reasons behind this are too extensive, nuanced, and personal for a blog post, but are also far less juicy than the rumor mill is reporting. I don’t know whether believing there are scan­dalous causes will make this easier or more difficult on Kristan.

While I am racked with guilt over the pain she is expe­ri­encing, there are no regrets and no doubt that we will both now grow more fully.

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Seattle 2007

Posted on June 13th, 2007

Some quick thoughts from Seattle, WA:

People here aren’t afraid of each other. Much of the “feel” of this city seems to grow from that foundation.

There is a taxi­dermied dog at the SAM, sitting on a chair in a fairly obscure corner. A group of teenagers (from South Korea, I believe) streamed by it as they slithered through that corner to shortcut their tour. Watching them, one by one, startle at the sight of the dog is one of the funniest things I’ve seen in some time.

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Bob Valentine 1946–2007

Posted on April 27th, 2007

This is just a place:
we go around, distanced,
yearly in a star’s

atmos­phere, turning
daily into and out of
direct light and

slanting through the
quadrant seasons: deep
space begins at our

heels, nearly rousing
us loose: we look up
or out so high, sight’s

silk almost draws us away:
this is just a place:
currents worry themselves

coiled and free in airs
and oceans: water picks
up mineral shadow and

plasm into billions of
designs, frames: trees,
grains, bacteria: but

is love a reality we
made here ourselves–
and grief–did we design

that–or do these,
like currents, whine
in and out among us merely

as we arrive and go:
this is just a place:
the reality we agree with,

that agrees with us,
outbounding this, arrives
to touch, joining with

us from far away:
our home which defines
us is else­where but not

so far away we have
forgotten it:
this is just a place.

A. R. Ammons — In Memoriam Mae Noblitt

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